Reaching the big 30

Today is July 21, 2011. In another one month and 4 days, I become 30 yrs old. Looking back, I have a twinge of regret for not having been more open, and ready to enjoy. Having always been conscious of norms, what people will say, etc, I feel I lost out on some good times with my husband. Before our marriage, he was carefree, wanting to enjoy different things and enjoying parties etc. I was at home, studying, and the few times I met him, I was always worried as to who would see me, and find out etc etc. The only Infy party I went to, i was accompanied by my mother,and couldn't enjoy, due to fear of her scoldings and admonitions later on. Now after marriage, he has become very responsible, has a lot of things on his plate work wise, and the vacations we take, are like old people vacations. Go to some place, stay in hotel, walk around, and relax. What about doing something different, like hiking? like kayaking? like walking down the Grand canyon to the Phantom ranch? 

I so want to go dancing with him, but now he won't. I want to go bowling, but we haven't gone even once to a bowling center. Agar abhi aisi haalat hai, to bacche hone ke baad to kuch bhi nahi hoga. bas budhe logon ki rtarah, apne aap mein hi khush rehna hoga. 

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